I am completely bothered by an article I read in GQ today!
There are pro choice suicide chatrooms and forums on how-to all over the internet! The article was about this man who got on these sites, one particularly alt.suicide.holiday, or something like that, and he would talk to all of these young people and tell them how and when to do it. He would want them to video it and told them he would do it at the same time. He would tell everyone he was a twenty something female and encourage them to hang themselves, over every other way to take their own life. William something was his name, its in the article. He is married and with two daughters. He has been fired several times from jobs for not turning in info or giving the wrong dosage to patients. It's sad that there are people out there killing people, people that we put our own lives in their hands to take and care for our families and loved ones that are complete nut cases. The maximum sentence for him is 15 years. If he is encouraging people to take their own life, he should be encouraged and forced to the electric chair! What a coward! http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-1269639/Amateur-sleuth-unmasks-male-nurse-encouraged-dozens-kill-online-watch.html
What kind of world are we living in? Why is suicide such an accepted thing? Even people who have family/friends take their own lives, at times, eventually become okay with it because the victims 'pain is over'. No!!! Help these people. Help them see that it is NOT okay and Hell is going to be way way wayyy worse than anything this world can ever throw in your face. I would much rather deal with the stresses of this world than be burning in a pit of fire for eternity.
I can not wait to be in Heaven with my Savior. Yes, there are times when I would love to kick the bucket, but God only throws you hard times because he knows you can over come them and become a better person at the end of the dark tunnel.
I visited some more websites. It breaks my heart reading these things. How do people not know about God? About Eternal Life? About how bad Hell really is? I don't understand. There are actually people out there that do not know who Jesus is. Shatters my being and makes me cry :(
This world is coming to an end soon. It is crazy that people are so accepting to all of these immoral things. Even I am not a perfect christian and I know there are a billion things I need to change. But who is perfect other than Him? No one. Everyone makes mistakes. It's the people who continuously make the mistakes with no guilt that are numb to their lifestyles.
Enough ranting, we live in a sad sad world.
<|3
Monday, September 20, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
at a loss of words.
I worry about Stephanie so much. I think if she lived here with Zach and I things would be so much better. She just got out of jail for grand larceny. She said she stole money from her granny. Why would her granny charge her? That's pretty crazy. I wish my life, family life, were easier. I don't even really know her, but she's my blood. She's my family and will always be my family. My heart breaks for her. :( I wish there was something I could do. I wish our mother wouldn't have been such a screw up to tear us all apart. :( I have no words. Just praying for my sister. <|3
Relationships
I am currently in a relationship.
I have never been in a real relationship.
Unless you count seventh grade 'boyfriends'.
I rather have a fling than a relationship.
I think the most important thing in a relationship is honesty.
The longest relationship I had was under a month.
I wish my crush was my boyfriend.
I have been in a relationship that lasted a year or more.
I rather be single than taken.
Sex is more important to me at this age than commitment.
I want both.
I am saving my virginity until marriage, thank you very much.
If a guy can make me laugh, he has my heart.
Lust
I believe in LUST at first sight, not love.
No, I believe in the old 'love at first sight'.
I always believe I'm in love, when I'm really in lust.
I get infatuated by people very often.
I get hurt by a lot of boys I'm in 'lust' with.
Crushes are funner than relationships!
I love the song 'Crushed' by Rosette, and I can relate to it.
There's no such thing as lust.
Whoever bolded that has obviously never thought someone was hot before.
The only good thing that comes out of lust is great sex.
I HATE it when teenage girls believe their in 'love' with someone who they've been going out with for a week.
That's like half of my friends.
I absolutely love the feeling I get in my tummy when I see that boy I like.
Flings are awesome!
Your crush/boyfriend
I love him sooo much <3.
Nah, it's just a little crush, nothing big.
It's somewhere in between.
He has brown hair.
He buys me stuff =].
I don't care what he looks like, he has a GREAT personality.
We have had sex.
We haven't, but I would if I got the chance.
He knows I like him.
He doesn't even know I exist!
I've liked him for over a year.
His name starts with the letter D.
I wish we were married <3.
Sex
I'm not a virgin.
I am a virgin but want to lose it.
I know who I wanna lose it to.
Actually, I'm waiting for the perfect guy.
I lost my virginity to someone I loved very much.
I have done sexual things under pressure.
And I regret them.
I dress sexy so guys will notice me.
Sex is something special to me, I won't give it up to just anyone.
I am NOT a whore.
I think people who have sex under the age of 15 are disgusting.
You should be married to have sex!
I looooove sex =). haha
I couldn't care less about it, I'm too young.
My parents still think I'm a virgin xD.
I have friends who lost their virginity, and told me every detail.
We're close like that.
-Your name starts with the letter J.
-Your first and middle name are both common names with uncommon spellings.
-You were a summer baby.
-You have dyed your hair rainbow, literally.
- or any of those colors.
-You hate using wide ruled paper.
-You want to be a cosmetologist.
-You play/have played softball, basketball, soccer, or volleyball.
-Dance was at least one of your PE credits in high school.
-You tried out for your school's colorguard.
-You made it, but you didn't stay in.
-One of your best friends is a boy.
-You have been friends with one person for five years or more.
-You don't regret things.
-You <3 pasta.
-You are not on "Team Edward"
-But you are on teams, Audrina, Demi/Selena, and Anniston.
-You don't find Kendra Wilkinson or Angelina Jolie attractive at all.
-You love One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl.
-You wish you had kept doing something from when you were younger. (i.e., Gymnastics, dance, etc.)
-You were extremely independent as a child.
-You are the oldest sibling.
-Out of your siblings and cousins, you are the only girl/boy.
-You have never been to Warped Tour.
-You prefer quiet music over loud music.
-You love James Avery.
-You love sunglasses.
-You paint your nails regularly.
-You are letting your hair grow out.
-You get a lot of compliments on your hair and clothes, and you can pull off a lot of trends.
-It bothers you when people don't realize that something they're wearing looks bad.
-You love Shane Dawson, Mitchell Davis(livelavalive), Charlie McDonnell(charlieissocoollike), and Matt Brown(swiftkaratechop).
-You have a Twitter account.
-You mainly follow people from bands.
-You have a Facebook account, but you hate it.
-You have taken an aquatic fitness/water aerobics class.
-You are a lot closer with your mom's side of the family than your dad's.
-Your dad's parents are old-fashioned and judgemental.
-You like All Time Low, The Maine, and other bands similar to them.
-You enjoy girl bands like Meg&Dia and Tegan&Sara.
-You love Molly Ringwald.
-80's movies are some of the best.
-You love Romantic Comedies.
-"81/23 means everything to me."
-You are a generally happy/positive person.
-Regardless of what they become, you will always have a place in your musical heart for the original Fueled by Ramen crew.
-You like performance games like Guitar Hero, Dance Dance Revolution, and Singstar.
-You don't like Johnny Depp.
-But you do like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Edward Scissorhands, and you can't wait to see Alice in Wonderland.
-You used to live with your grandparents.
-You have lived on a military post.
-You like wearing jewelry.
-You own many instruments, but don't know how to play any of them
Hair
My hair is brown
My hair is blonde
My hair is red
My hair is black
My hair is a color that wasn't listed
I love my hair
I don't like my hair
I cut my own hair
My hair is straight
My hair is wavy
My hair is curly
My hair is short
My hair is long
My hair is in between
I use products in my hair
I use a straightener
I use a curling iron
People compliment on my hair
People don't like my hair
I dye my hair
I have highlights
I put it up in a ponytail
I keep it down
I keep it half up, half down
I style it a lot of different ways
My hair is my favorite thing about me
EYES
I have blue eyes
I have brown eyes
I have green eyes
My eye color isn't listed here
My eyes are big
My eyes are small
I have long eyelashes
I get my eyebrows done
I have glasses
I wear contacts
People compliment my eyes
My eyes are my favorite thing about me
FACE & SKIN
I have a heart shaped face
I have a square shaped face
I have a circle shaped face
I have an oval shaped face
I have perfect skin ... usually.
I burn easily
I tan easily
My skin is pale
I am white
I am black
I am Hispanic
I am Korean/Chinese/Japanese
I have freckles
I have acne
My skin gets complimented
My face gets complimented
The face & skin is my favorite part about me
TEETH & MOUTH
My teeth are really white
They are yellow
They're in between
They are straight
I have braces
I brush my teeth every day
I have bad breath
I use mouthwash or breathmints
I have thin lips
I have big lips
My lips are very attractive
My lips have been kissed
They never have! :(
People wish they had nice lips like me
BODY
I am skinny
I am fat
I am in between
I have an hourglass figure (big butt and boobs)
I have an apple figure (big boobs, small butt)
I have a pear figure (small boobs, big butt)
I have no figure at all
I have no curves
Guys are attracted to my body
Girls envy my body... NO IDEA WHY!
I have a big butt
I have a small butt
I like my butt
Guys do, too
I wear thongs
I wear boy shorts
I wear normal underwear
My cup size is A
My cup size is B
My cup size is C
My cup size is D
My cup size is bigger then that
I have long legs
I have skinny arms
I have big thighs
Generally, I'm not ashamed of my body
I like it
I hate it
Bold the things you've done in the past week.
1) Took a shower
2) Did a survey
3) Took a bubble bath
4) Played outside
5) Threw up
6) Had a headache
7) Had your period
8) Was sick
9) Skipped school
10) Spent a long time online
11) Watched TV for a long time
12) Smoked a cigarette
13) Danced in the rain
14) Tanned
15) Cried
16) Laughed
17) Hung out with friends
18) Had a good time
19) Did drugs
20) Got drunk
21) Learned something
22) Got a perfect score
23) Failed something
24) Been asked out
25) Asked someone out
26) Went to your cottage ?????? WTF
27) Saw your family
28) Bought someone something
29) Got something expensive
30) Felt loved
31) Kissed
32) Made out
33) Took a picture
34) Had a sleepover
35) Walked your dog
36) Peed your pants
37) Fell out of your chair
38) Wore the color pink
39) Swore
40) Had sex
41) Wore makeup
42) Wanted to kill yourself
43) Was really happy
44) Rode on a train
45) Moshed
46) Been dumped
47) Been fired
48) Danced
49) Smiled
50) Been arrested.
Relationships
I am currently in a relationship.
I have never been in a real relationship.
Unless you count seventh grade 'boyfriends'.
I rather have a fling than a relationship.
I think the most important thing in a relationship is honesty.
The longest relationship I had was under a month.
I wish my crush was my boyfriend.
I have been in a relationship that lasted a year or more.
I rather be single than taken.
Sex is more important to me at this age than commitment.
I want both.
I am saving my virginity until marriage, thank you very much.
If a guy can make me laugh, he has my heart.
Lust
I believe in LUST at first sight, not love.
No, I believe in the old 'love at first sight'.
I always believe I'm in love, when I'm really in lust.
I get infatuated by people very often.
I get hurt by a lot of boys I'm in 'lust' with.
Crushes are funner than relationships!
I love the song 'Crushed' by Rosette, and I can relate to it.
There's no such thing as lust.
Whoever bolded that has obviously never thought someone was hot before.
The only good thing that comes out of lust is great sex.
I HATE it when teenage girls believe their in 'love' with someone who they've been going out with for a week.
That's like half of my friends.
I absolutely love the feeling I get in my tummy when I see that boy I like.
Flings are awesome!
Your crush/boyfriend
I love him sooo much <3.
Nah, it's just a little crush, nothing big.
It's somewhere in between.
He has brown hair.
He buys me stuff =].
I don't care what he looks like, he has a GREAT personality.
We have had sex.
We haven't, but I would if I got the chance.
He knows I like him.
He doesn't even know I exist!
I've liked him for over a year.
His name starts with the letter D.
I wish we were married <3.
Sex
I'm not a virgin.
I am a virgin but want to lose it.
I know who I wanna lose it to.
Actually, I'm waiting for the perfect guy.
I lost my virginity to someone I loved very much.
I have done sexual things under pressure.
And I regret them.
I dress sexy so guys will notice me.
Sex is something special to me, I won't give it up to just anyone.
I am NOT a whore.
I think people who have sex under the age of 15 are disgusting.
You should be married to have sex!
I looooove sex =). haha
I couldn't care less about it, I'm too young.
My parents still think I'm a virgin xD.
I have friends who lost their virginity, and told me every detail.
We're close like that.
-Your name starts with the letter J.
-Your first and middle name are both common names with uncommon spellings.
-You were a summer baby.
-You have dyed your hair rainbow, literally.
- or any of those colors.
-You hate using wide ruled paper.
-You want to be a cosmetologist.
-You play/have played softball, basketball, soccer, or volleyball.
-Dance was at least one of your PE credits in high school.
-You tried out for your school's colorguard.
-You made it, but you didn't stay in.
-One of your best friends is a boy.
-You have been friends with one person for five years or more.
-You don't regret things.
-You <3 pasta.
-You are not on "Team Edward"
-But you are on teams, Audrina, Demi/Selena, and Anniston.
-You don't find Kendra Wilkinson or Angelina Jolie attractive at all.
-You love One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl.
-You wish you had kept doing something from when you were younger. (i.e., Gymnastics, dance, etc.)
-You were extremely independent as a child.
-You are the oldest sibling.
-Out of your siblings and cousins, you are the only girl/boy.
-You have never been to Warped Tour.
-You prefer quiet music over loud music.
-You love James Avery.
-You love sunglasses.
-You paint your nails regularly.
-You are letting your hair grow out.
-You get a lot of compliments on your hair and clothes, and you can pull off a lot of trends.
-It bothers you when people don't realize that something they're wearing looks bad.
-You love Shane Dawson, Mitchell Davis(livelavalive), Charlie McDonnell(charlieissocoollike), and Matt Brown(swiftkaratechop).
-You have a Twitter account.
-You mainly follow people from bands.
-You have a Facebook account, but you hate it.
-You have taken an aquatic fitness/water aerobics class.
-You are a lot closer with your mom's side of the family than your dad's.
-Your dad's parents are old-fashioned and judgemental.
-You like All Time Low, The Maine, and other bands similar to them.
-You enjoy girl bands like Meg&Dia and Tegan&Sara.
-You love Molly Ringwald.
-80's movies are some of the best.
-You love Romantic Comedies.
-"81/23 means everything to me."
-You are a generally happy/positive person.
-Regardless of what they become, you will always have a place in your musical heart for the original Fueled by Ramen crew.
-You like performance games like Guitar Hero, Dance Dance Revolution, and Singstar.
-You don't like Johnny Depp.
-But you do like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Edward Scissorhands, and you can't wait to see Alice in Wonderland.
-You used to live with your grandparents.
-You have lived on a military post.
-You like wearing jewelry.
-You own many instruments, but don't know how to play any of them
Hair
My hair is brown
My hair is blonde
My hair is red
My hair is black
My hair is a color that wasn't listed
I love my hair
I don't like my hair
I cut my own hair
My hair is straight
My hair is wavy
My hair is curly
My hair is short
My hair is long
My hair is in between
I use products in my hair
I use a straightener
I use a curling iron
People compliment on my hair
People don't like my hair
I dye my hair
I have highlights
I put it up in a ponytail
I keep it down
I keep it half up, half down
I style it a lot of different ways
My hair is my favorite thing about me
EYES
I have blue eyes
I have brown eyes
I have green eyes
My eye color isn't listed here
My eyes are big
My eyes are small
I have long eyelashes
I get my eyebrows done
I have glasses
I wear contacts
People compliment my eyes
My eyes are my favorite thing about me
FACE & SKIN
I have a heart shaped face
I have a square shaped face
I have a circle shaped face
I have an oval shaped face
I have perfect skin ... usually.
I burn easily
I tan easily
My skin is pale
I am white
I am black
I am Hispanic
I am Korean/Chinese/Japanese
I have freckles
I have acne
My skin gets complimented
My face gets complimented
The face & skin is my favorite part about me
TEETH & MOUTH
My teeth are really white
They are yellow
They're in between
They are straight
I have braces
I brush my teeth every day
I have bad breath
I use mouthwash or breathmints
I have thin lips
I have big lips
My lips are very attractive
My lips have been kissed
They never have! :(
People wish they had nice lips like me
BODY
I am skinny
I am fat
I am in between
I have an hourglass figure (big butt and boobs)
I have an apple figure (big boobs, small butt)
I have a pear figure (small boobs, big butt)
I have no figure at all
I have no curves
Guys are attracted to my body
Girls envy my body... NO IDEA WHY!
I have a big butt
I have a small butt
I like my butt
Guys do, too
I wear thongs
I wear boy shorts
I wear normal underwear
My cup size is A
My cup size is B
My cup size is C
My cup size is D
My cup size is bigger then that
I have long legs
I have skinny arms
I have big thighs
Generally, I'm not ashamed of my body
I like it
I hate it
Bold the things you've done in the past week.
1) Took a shower
2) Did a survey
3) Took a bubble bath
4) Played outside
5) Threw up
6) Had a headache
7) Had your period
8) Was sick
9) Skipped school
10) Spent a long time online
11) Watched TV for a long time
12) Smoked a cigarette
13) Danced in the rain
14) Tanned
15) Cried
16) Laughed
17) Hung out with friends
18) Had a good time
19) Did drugs
20) Got drunk
21) Learned something
22) Got a perfect score
23) Failed something
24) Been asked out
25) Asked someone out
26) Went to your cottage ?????? WTF
27) Saw your family
28) Bought someone something
29) Got something expensive
30) Felt loved
31) Kissed
32) Made out
33) Took a picture
34) Had a sleepover
35) Walked your dog
36) Peed your pants
37) Fell out of your chair
38) Wore the color pink
39) Swore
40) Had sex
41) Wore makeup
42) Wanted to kill yourself
43) Was really happy
44) Rode on a train
45) Moshed
46) Been dumped
47) Been fired
48) Danced
49) Smiled
50) Been arrested.
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