Future?

I have so much on my mind! Money is so tight and I can't buy anything, everything is bills bills bills. It is really getting to me. I don't know what I'm going to do when my lease is up here at the apartment. I could resign my lease and continue doing things the way I am now, find a room mate which I do not want to do because I don't like girls and because I don't trust people at all, or move back home which would just be hell all over again. So i'm pretty much stuck in a rut. :(

I want to go back to school. Well, I don't want to.. I need to. But I also want to because I feel like my life is on a dead end path right now. I could be an art major or do physical therapy/sports medicine. Those are the two things that I am really interested in.

My mind is like a roller coaster right now.. So many decisions and not enough brains. hahaha! But seriously! I'm going crazy!

Ready for Nashvegas!

Holli moved in yesterday across the parking lot in C, she didn't have much to hang on her walls so I decided to paint her a "house warming" gift. It took about 8 hours to complete. I'm pretty proud of it. :]

I need money in a bad kind of way. I have to work in the morning at 7 so I need to be up in about 5 hours soooo I'm going to bed. :) KBYE <3

Lover, Lover, Lover...

I had a dream last night that our mom found us. & That she was living around here. & creeped mine, Steph, and Zach's facebooks. I didn't sleep well. I woke up four different times...

I'm excited for February 26th :] We're going to Nashville to see Brad Paisley, Darius Rucker, and Jerrod Niemann :) SO pumped!

I've been having migraines a lot lately. Like, abnormally a lot. I've had 14 already this month. :/ I really need to go to the doctor, I just don't have to cash right now with all of my other bills. I really should cut up some credit cards and pay them off. That would help a lot.

I didn't have the money to get Cass a Christmas present this year. So i'm making his Valentine's Day double. Which was a dumb idea! lol. I'm thinking about getting him a shotgun, he really wants one. Even though, he just bought a brand new rifle at the beginning of December. He said he doesn't want clothes, because I got a TON from my family for Christmas. lol ;; Whatever, boys are dumb. :)

Bii Ee <3

Wedding Songs.

I can't take my eyes off of you, Lady A
Marry Me, Train
I have and always will, Dave Barnes
I'll be, Edwin McCain
Daughters, John Mayer
I can't help falling in love with you, Elvis
Butterfly Kisses, Bob Carlisle
Mama's Song, Carrie Underwood
I do, Brandt
Can't stop loving you, Keith Urban
Can't help falling in love, Elvis
Your Everything, Keith Urban
Making memories of us, Keith Urban