boring.

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 26;
I really don't remember the last person I made a pinky promise too. lol, and I do them VERY often. Sooooooooooooo..
Day 27;
I don't know? This is a tough one.
[ i'm getting tired of this hahahaha ]

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I have had the weirdest day. It seems like as soon as I get home everything just puts a damper on my good day. lol! But thankfully, after a long nap with my baby girl Chloe and now i'm sitting here watching Giuliana and Bill, my night is slowly turning back around and getting better :)

gravity wants to bring me down x3

Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 23 & 24+
Casspppppaa:] Words can't say what all I have to say. K bye.

Day 25+
I'm not really sure. There isn't anyone that I talk to that is having really a horrible time right now. Just everyday usual stuff. Which is a very good thing. I hate for people I care about to be down and depressed! Puts such a damper on the good mood! haha :)

This one was easy to make up for missing three days.

I'm glad this is only 30 days, I'm kinda tired of it! :X lol.
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Yesterday Heather and I were talking about what we are all going to do for Christmas this year. We think we should get the family [Her, Brandon, Christian, Cass, Janet, Gary, Jenn, and Brandon] to go to Gatlinburg for one weekend together! We think its a GREAT idea. & it will cost a lot less. Just enjoying each others company:) Plus, I have been wanting to go forEVER. :) I've been looking at tons of cabins. I'm pretty pumped!

As for mom and dad and our family, I have yet to figure out what i'll get them for Christmas. I better take a big chunk out of my maxed out credit card within the next week, so that was I can charge presents to it and I won't have to cough up all of the money right at the end of the year. Boo! Can I win a million dollars, please?! Heck, twenty even? hahaha!

Mine and Cass' anniversary is next Thursday :) 4 years. Whew!! Can't believe we haven't killed each other yet, haha jk! I don't have any idea what he is getting me yet. I gave him half of his present already, a Daniel Moore Alabama print that's all pretty and framed, etcetc. $80! :X I can't decide what else I want to get him though. I haven't came up on anything that made me say he wanted it. Guess we'll see....

Enough ranting, toodles ;] ha.
xoxo. <3
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Life can only be understood backward. But it must be lived forward.
-The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

It may seem like the hardest thing to do, but
sometimes -> you have to forget about the
person who forgot about you. <|3

What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.

If you can't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a whole lot longer than you'd like.

Just pretend you don't care. And don't be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake. And if you want to go, go with him again. But make him work for you. Don't be his doormat. Don't let him in the first time he rings the bell. Make him come back every day until you trust him enough. If he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go. But if he comes back every day, then he's worth it. [very true]

not all people who's in love with each other needs commitment.
and not all people who is committed, loves each other.

"I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like-
the love to leave loved ones for, the love to cross
oceans for- but I'd like to believe that if I ever
were to feel it, I'd have the courage to sieze it."
-Letters to Juliet [loveeee that movie]

Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that's where you belong.
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5 People You Know - Anyone!
1. CASS.
2. MAGGIE.
3. MEGHAN.
4. KELLY.
5. MOLLY.

How long have you known #1? Since we were wittle babieesss.
Have you ever shared a secret with #2? Yes.
When was the last time that you talked with #3? Thursday or Friday, can't remember.
Are any of these people your friends? All of them are.
Are any of these people your family? 3 is ; 5 might as well be.
Did you list anyone that you dislike? No.
How is #5 different from #4? They are completely different. Kelly is pretty much down for doing anything you suggest. Molly isn't. Kelly drinks all the time. Molly doesn't.
Would you rather spend the day with #2 or #3? Either. I miss Meggy.
Which of these people have you seen naked? All of them.
Have any of them seen you naked? All of them.
Out of all of them, who is the most attractive? Cassper of course. :)
Who would you be most likely to have sex with? None! Never!~ haha.
Which two would be most likely to have sex with one another? Hopefully none.
Do all of these people get along? Yeah
Do they all know one another? Yes.
Are any of these people online-friends only? nope.

5 Bands That You Love! <- i'm not only going to do bands.
1. Keith Urban.
2. Paramore.
3. John Mayer.
4. Green Day.
5. Miranda Lambert.

Have you seen #1 in concert? Yes.
Do you own any albums by #2? Yes.
Which song is your favorite, by #3? Gravity.
Are bands #4 and #5 similar in genre, or different? Definitely not.
Which of these 5 would you most like to see live? John Mayer and ML.
Which band do you think has the most meaningful lyrics / message? All of them.
Which band do you consider to be the most instrumentally bad ass? Keith Urban and John Mayer. hands down.
Does anyone else you know listen to #2? Well yeah..
Would you recommend any of these bands to other people? Yes?
Did you list the bands in any specific order? Nope.

5 Places You Have Been!
1. PCB, FL.
2. Pigeon Forge/Gatlinburg, TN.
3. Orlando, FL.
4. Florence, AL ha.
5. Tupelo, MS.

What was your reason behind going to location #1? Well, I was born there. and we visit a lot.
How much time did you spend at #2? I've been there numerous times for different lengths of time.
Did you have to stay at a hotel while visiting #3? Yeah.
Which if these destinations is the farthest away from your house? Orlando.
How long did it take you to get to #5? I don't remember.
Are any of these locations by a beach? How about in the mountains? 1-3.
Are any of these places foreign countries? NO, I wish they were..
What languages are spoken in these places? English.
Do you have any family in any of those locations? Yes.
When was the last time you went to #4? Right now.
What is a tourist attraction located in #3? Disney World.

5 Foods You Like!
1. Salads.
2. Fried rice.
3. Pizza.
4. Zaxby's chicken.
5. Sesame Chicken.

Is #1 a food that most other people like? Yes.
Does anyone look at you strange for eating #2? No.
Which food out of the bunch is the healthiest? 1.
Which is the least healthiest? 2-5.
Which has more calories: No idea.
Which do you eat more often: #1, or #4? 1 for sure.
Are any of these foods your absolute favorite? i love all of them.
Do any of these foods come from a foreign cuisine? Yes.
Can you get #3 at a restaurant? Not all.
Are any of these food items found at fast food places? Yeah.

5 Websites That You Visit!
1. Facebook
2. Twitter
3. Blogger.
4. Maurices.
5. Urbanoutfitters.

Do people in real life know that you have an account at / visit website #1? Yes.
How long have you been visiting / a member of #2? Only a few months.
Do you have any real-life friends that use any of these websites? Yes...
Are any of these sites music related? No.
Which of these sites provides a blogging feature? 3, you can "note" on 1 though.
How much time do you generally spend on site #4? Way too much.
Are you on #5 or #1 more often? #1, definitely.
Do any of these sites have inappropriate content? I'm sure.
Do any of these sites inspire you? Yes.
How did you find out about #4? Credit card = broke a$$.
Would your parents be angry if they found out you were visiting site #3? no.
Do your parents use any of the sites you've listed? Nope.

Damn, this was long.

Second chances?

Day 22: Someone you want to give a second chance to.
I really don't hand out second chances easily, so there is no one really that is worth a second chance in my life. I believe if you mess up or hurt me once... You will do it again. This way, I don't get hurt :) Pretty smart I think. Thats all <3
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Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is; appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.
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Your best friend kisses the guy/girl you like, what do you do?
Shit would hit the fan, let me tell you.

How are you sitting?
On the couch with my legs straight out:)

When you scribble on paper, what do you scribble?
sketches, lyrics, verses, thoughts, etc etc

Where is your family?
Everywhere lol

Anyone pissing you off?
not at the moment.

Has anyone ever tried ruining your relationship?
Not really.

Do you get angry easily?
not angry, just annoyed.

What time are you getting up tomorrow?
I'm guessing around 10.

Do you know anyone that smokes?
Yes.

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
Nope, bc he's right here :) lol

What's the closest black thing to you?
The sweatpants i'm wearing.

What woke you up this morning?
Alarm.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Never.

Are you a good listener?
Yes!

When's your birthday?
July 4th.

Where did you last go out to eat?
Chilis.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
a whole lot of feelings ♥

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Obviously not lol

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
I don't remember..

Do you know what you're going to wear tomorrow?
Nope

How much money did you spend today?
Hello credit cards.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Nope.

Have you ever been in love?
right now.

What's something you want right now?
I'm not really sure.. MOney would be nice haha..

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Got ready for work.

Do you wear eyeliner?
Everyday.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Nope :]

Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo:
Vickers.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Lowes.

Do you hate your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
No.

Boys are always good with their words, am I right?
NO lol.

Do you believe "drunken words are sober thoughts"?
Sometimes.

How about all girls are bitches, correct?
Definitely correct.

What’s the last movie you watched? With who?
The gamer, with Cass right now.

Do you know anyone who always looks perfect?
Yes.

Two wrongs don't make a right, Correct?
Yeah.

Do you have any dirty pictures on your cellphone?
no.

Do you ever get so frustrated that you just wanna cry?
Yes!

After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or in your bedroom?
I usually don't get dressed for a while when I take a shower lol

Which would you rather: Grow old with somebody or alone?
With someone duh!

What will you be doing in 15 mins?
Bout to eat something.

How far away does the last person you kissed live?
Five minutes, max.

Will you be kissing anyone within 3 weeks?
I sure hope so!! lol

Your best friend tells you how she felt when she first gave head; your reaction?
We've talked about that before.. haha.

Last kiss; drunk or sober?
sober.

Would you ever lick whipped cream off of Zac Efron's abs if you had the chance?
No, he is not cute.

What do you want to be when you "grow up"?
Alive! hahaha.

Are you the type of person who puts stickers on their phone/ipod?
Negative..

Where is your dad?
At home probably in his recliner in the kitchen watching tv :)

Never judge a book by it's cover. :]

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
This is a tough one. This can be directed towards everyone really. I am usually not one to judge by a first impression or judge "a book by it's cover." Everyone is not who they may seem, that is a fact. Even the people that have some of the roughest family members I've ever seen can be NOTHING like them, complete opposite actually. I guess that goes to show that when you shove something down kids throats eventually they are going to burst and go wild. But when you let them do what they think and know is right and wrong, they come out pretty good. Some people I know who have not been to church every Sunday since they were a baby like me are better than half of the "Christians" in my own church. Sad, but true. This is pretty scatterbrained. Enough, on to the next one :) haha.. Quote/Survey! <3 xoxo loves.

[ The worst mistake a person can make is being too afraid to make one. ]

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Family
1. My brother's name starts with D
2. Neither of my grandfathers are alive
3. I look more like my mother than my father
4. Both my parents are in a serious relationship < together
5. I am the youngest of 3 children
6. I am the only girl
7. My [real] mom's mom is NOT your typical grandmother
8. I don't really like my cousins
9. I have less than 5 cousins
10. I've shown up at a family party while under the influence

Religion/Politics
1. I was raised Christian
2. But I'm no longer a Christian
3. I believe in God
4. But I think the Bible is bull.
5. My beliefs aren't influenced by people around me
6. My dad is religious
7. My mom tries to be, but who is she trying to fool?
8. I hate church
9. I wouldn't have voted in the last election even if I was old enough
10. I hate politics more than anything

Food
1. I honestly never stop eating
2. Chocolate + peanut butter = orgasmic
3. I only eat Cains mayonnaise
4. I've never eaten a fruit I didn't like
5. I love cooked broccoli but not raw broccoli
6. I love raw peppers but not cooked peppers
7. I've gone a day or more without eating
8. I crave chocolate on my period
9. Pizza Hut has the best pizza around
10. Cookies & Cream ice cream is one of my favorites

Sex/Love/Relationships
1. I've been told that I was a 9 out of 10 at giving head < GROSS!
3. A guy has cheated on his girlfriend with me
4. I've never been cheated on
5. I had my first kiss when I was 15
6. I lost my virginity in the woods
7. My best friend lost her virginity a week after me
8. ^ In the same place I did
9. I've been in the same room as someone having sex
10. I would rather be on the bottom

Music
1. I download my music from LimeWire
2. I love country
3. I love old school rap
4. I love alternative
5. I have All Time Low's new CD (Nothing Personal)
6. ^ I love it
7. I love to sing, but I suck horribly at it
8. I can not play a musical instrument
9. I want to learn drums
10. I used to take piano lessons

School
1. My GPA is between 2.0 and 3.0
2. I took Algebra 1 in 8th grade, and again in 9th
3. I've passed a class with a D-
4. I don't do my homework at home
5. I prefer mechanical pencils
6. I always do projects the night before they're due
7. I'm really smart but don't always apply myself
8. I text in school
9. I've gotten my phone taken away in school
10. I'm going into 10th grade

Beauty/Hygene
1. I straighten my hair often
2. On lazy days, I scrunch my hair to go out
3. My only makeup necessity is mascara
4. I like to wing my eyeliner
5. I shave down there
6. I'd rather take a shower than a bath
7. I'd rather use body wash than a bar of soap
8. I'd rather use a bath scrunchie than a washcloth
9. My solution for makeup on lazy days: Sunglasses
10. I use the same routine everyday in the shower

Smoking/drinking/drugs
1. I smoke cigarettes
2. I've gotten drunk within the past month
3. I've smoked weed when by myself
4. The first time I got high was on a holiday
5. Marijuana should be legalized
6. I have never and would never drink and drive
7. I hate light beer
8. My lighter is purple
9. My favorite cigarettes are Turkish Silver or Camel Crush
10. I've quit smoking.

Random!
1. My nails are pink right now
2. Going to bed at midnight is very early for me
3. I could never date a guy that didn't make me laugh
4. I have a jar of peanut butter in my room right now
5. I wear sunglasses a lot
6. Gogurt is really good in the freezer
7. I've been in Hollister, but I don't own anything from there
8. Purple is my favorite color
9. There is no such thing as an ugly color
10. I need more pens

... SO THAT WAS SUPERRRR RANDOM.

Have you ever gotten bitten or your hair pulled while fooling around?
Yeah.

Who was the last person to text you?
Lee.

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
Yes.

When's the last time you cried?
The other night watching Teen Mom!

Who do you make fun of the most?
Bitches.

Do you dance in the car?
Nah.

How did you get your last bruise?
A shot from the doc.

Are your lips chapped?
Yeah.

Whats your favorite season?
Fall.

Has it snowed recently?
I'm gonna guess no if it's Fall... hmmmmm? da.

What are you listening to?
The radio and people in work.

Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up?
I have.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Heck yeah!

Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
For sure. asshole.

Do you have a best friend(s)?
I do:)

Wearing any jewelry?
Earrings.

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
All the time:)

Are you happy?
Very.

Where were you last night?
The apt.

Has anyone you dated ever sang to you?
Yes Cass does all the time :)

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Yeah.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
Never.

Is a bestfriend, boyfriend/girlfriend, or ex pissing you off at the moment?
Nope :)

Are you in a good mood right now?
Sure.

Where are you currently?
Honda. [work]

What time is it?
9:56am.

Do you miss someone?
Yes.

Do you believe in true love?
Very much so.

What made you sad today?
Nothing so far.

Is your phone close to you?
Yep.

What is bothering you right now?
Nothing.

What was your last phone conversation about?
Bills with mom! booooooooo.

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
Yeah.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Going to bed.

Is anyone interested in you right now?
Yes.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yes.

Do you get along with girls?
Not at all.

Who did you last see in person?
George.

Do you like surprises?
Yes!

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
Hahaha sometimes, I hate being wrong!

Did you hug anyone today?
Nope not yet.

Are you good at giving directions?
Yes.

Rent a movie or go to movies?
Rent.

Do you enjoy sleeping late?
No, it wastes a good day.

Do you smile at strangers?
Yes always, you never know what kind of day someone else is having, sometimes a smile can be just what they need! :)

What woke you up this morning?
My alarm, yuck.. I hate alarm clocks. Worst invention ever.

What were you doing at 9:00 pm last night?
Watching A Cinderella Story, haha.

Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
Cassper :)

The phone rings, what do you say?
Either Hello or Hey.

Who did you hug last?
Cass.

Is it cute when a guy/girl calls you baby?
Just boo.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

The one person that broke my heart the hardest would have to be... myself. Because the only time I ever felt truly heart broken and lost was when I cheated on Cass and lost everything. I was at my lowest low at that point. I thought I was never going to get back on my feet again. Thankfully, with time, things slowly got back to normal. Now, we are the best we've ever been. I can't wait to spend my future with him :)

xoxo. <3

Life is wonderful. God controls it even
when you think it's lost direction.
You may feel you're going down hill,
but that may be the path upstream.
The truth of the matter is that even
though we don't know where our lives are going,
God did before we even started the journey.

Love that <3


bolding about parties (:
made by surprisepartyy

drinks / shots you've tried
redbull and vodka
sex on the beach
margarita
jack and coke
vodka and cranberry juice
spider bite
mojito
beer
rum and coke
jungle juice
caribou lou
mudslide
long island iced tea
hard lemonade
smirnoff ice

when drunk i have...
fallen down the stairs
tripped over nothing
slurred my words
drunk dialed / texted
done something i regret
thrown up
hooked up with someone i didn't know
danced on a table
made a complete fool of myself
broken something
cried
hurt myself
got in a fight
blacked out
talked shit
had sex
smoked too much weed
cheated on my significant other
flirted shamelessly
watched a movie
went out in public
drove around

random
i've had a horrible hangover before
i don't drink anymore
i've played kings cup
i've played beer pong
^ and dominated
i don't drink beer
i love taking shots
i've shotgunned a beer
i've done a beer bong
i'm usually the one throwing parties
the cops have busted a party i was at
i've gotten an MIP
i've driven drunk
i drink on school nights
i've been to a kegger

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WHO
1. Who did you have last year for your English teacher? I wasn't in school last year.
2. Who was the last person you were in a car with? Cass.
3. Who do you live with? Cass.
4. Who in your family spoils you the most? Mom :)
5. Who has given you your last gift? Cass.
6. Who is your number 1 on myspace/whatever you use? I'm never on myspace, but Cass.
7. Who has made you really mad in the past week? No one.
8. Who are you dating right now? Cass.
9. Who (out of your friends) is the most outgoing? Kelly.
10. Who was the last person to come over to your house? Cass.
11. Who was the last person you played a game with? Everyone at Josh's.
12. Who can make you laugh more than anyone else? Boo :)
13. Who is the first person that comes to your mind when thinking about the mall? No one imparticular; I hate the mall.
14. Who was the last person that took a picture of you? I don't remember.
15. Who did you go to the movies with last? Cass, but it's been a while. We like to rent and snuggle more than go see a movie for $9 haha!

WHAT
16. What is your middle name? Danielle.
17. What kind of pet do you have? My baby girl, Chloe! :) Border Collie.
18. What state do you live in (or country outside U.S.)? Alabama
19. What is your favorite show to watch on TV? Jersey Shore. Bad Girls Club. Teen Mom. One Tree Hill.
20. What class do you do best in at school? English. [did]
21. What is your favorite color? Red & purple.
22. What is the last thing you ate? Chic Fil A.
23. What book are you currently reading? The Pact by Jodi Picoult.
24. What outfit are you wearing right now? Jeans and a t shirt lol
25. What is your favorite band? No band. John Mayer and Keith Urban are my faves though.
26. What was the last lie you told? I honestly don't remember.
27. What kind of car would you love to have? Honda Pilot.
28. What is your favorite animal? Monkey!
29. What are your parents' names? Martha and Charlie.
30. What kind of instruments do you know how to play? None

WHERE
31. Where did you have your last birthday party? Karson and Bigbee's.
32. Where do you do most of your shopping? Huntsville.
33. Where did you go on your last vacation? Panama City Beach.
34. Where would you like to go on your next vacation? We are going to Gatlinburg in December.
35. Where would your dream house be located? Never thought of that....
36. Where do you like to go out to eat at? Chili's and Logan's.
37. Where do you go when you need a lot of quiet time? My apartment.
38. Where is the safest place you know of? My bed :)
39. Where do you walk to the most? At work.
40. Where does your best friend live? In her parent's house.
41. Where is your favorite place to buy shoes? Online.
42. Where is your favorite place to be? My apartment.
43. Where would you go if you could go anywhere in the world? So many place...
44. Where is your favorite place to go to have fun? Anywhere with my friends.
45. Where was the last place you visited? Vacation wise, PCB.

WHEN
46. When did you meet your current best friend? When I was dating Trevor, gross.
48. When is your parents' anniversary? April 8.
49. When is the next time you're visiting your relatives? I always see them.
50. When is the next time you're going on a date? IDK.
51. When was the first time you drank alcohol? 15.
22. When was the last time you drank alcohol? Last weekend.
53. When was the last time you watched TV? Yesterday.
54. When was the last time you've been to the zoo? Spring?
55. When are you due for a doctor's appointment? I just went yesterday.
56. When was the last time you were at the mall? Last week.
57. When did you get your first pet? April.
58. When did you lose your virginity? December 9th, 2006.
59. When did you get your first job? When I was 17.
60. When is the next time you're hanging with your friends? This week or weekend i'm sure.

HOW
61. How did you get into trouble last? In the car drunk with friends. MIP.
62. How did you get your last injury? Four wheeler wreck.
63. How did your last relationship end? with Trevor, I broke up with him to get back together with Cass :) Yippee!!
64. How are you feeling right now? Blah. Ready for 7 o`clock.
65. How old are you? 21
66. How tall are you? 5'7ish”
67. How many close friends would you say you have? Cass, Maggie, Kelly, Sha, and Molly.
68. How did you meet your current/last boyfriend? School since we were YOUNG.
69. How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Usually twice.
70. How do you sleep (what positioning)? On my side usually.
71. How much money do you have on you right now? I never carry cash. Like $100 on debit though.
72. How often do you go shopping? Rarely, I hate shopping.
73. How many pets do you have? Just the one, well and my Beta fish "Cody"
74. How many pillows do you sleep with at night? Two
75. How late did you stay up last night? Around 1 :]

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
That would be alot of my friends that I have lost touch with. You know i'm glad that I no longer have meaningless drama, but there are times when you think back on all of the good times EVEN when the drama was going on. It was always good to have someone to talk to & I had a lot of people I could vent to. Yeah maybe they would go off and tell what I had said, but I was only mad for what? A week? It wasn't a big deal. I miss alot of my friends... Holli, AnnaLeigh, JohnRobert. I miss them the most. I miss JR and I could talk.. I wish we could have the friendship we used to have. He knows me more than anyone on the planet. Well other than Cass lol.. But just because he is a guy I don't understand why its a problem. I guess you live and learn and sometimes two lives go in opposite directions. :/

Who are you?

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

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Day 7:
You. What the hell was I thinking? You know we had an okay relationship considering you cheated on me and I was in love with Cass. hahahaha! What a joke. I think we were both stepping stones for each other that we needed to get to the greener side of the troubled water. haha! But i'm glad we are now both content and happy with the person we are supposed to be with :) Good luck in life, you need it psycho.

Day 8:
My favorite internet friend? That is probably the weirdest label for someone I have ever heard. I don't even know what that would be honestly, nor do I know what I would say to them? Dumb..... on to the next one..

Day 9:
Someone I wish I could meet. Pat and my real dad. You know what sucks the most is not the fact that you completely FORGOT about me, Zach and Steph. The fact that you know where ALL of us are and you still are too stubborn to call, write, stop by... have any kind of connection to any of us. How selfish are you? You chose to take the path to drugs instead of the path to your own blood. Bitch. I am SO bitter towards you. I honestly don't even know what I would do if you were to try and contact me. I know Zach and Steph would LOVE it, I on the other hand am unsure. There is so much hatred in my heart. I dont even know what to call what you did to us? Abandon, no you would have to leave us with nothing, but you gave me something more. You gave me a family and people that love and care about me more than you love and care about your dope. I really just don't understand. Also, you didn't just leave us... you left your entire family to go be a crack whore... or whatever drugs it is that you are on. Your own mother. You haven't seen or spoken to in years. I can't imagine not talking to her. or having her to talk to day in and day out. .........so many unanswered questions. :/

As for my real dad, who are you?

xoxo <3 tina.

Three day update ;)

So i'm pretty much WAYYY past due, so I will update THREE days ;) Just because i'm THAT bored here at work.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger

Day 4 - Sibling
Umm.. which sibling? I'll just pick Debbie.. and Lisa. I've wrote about Steph on here before.. Don't really know what to write to Zach or Kenneth.
Debbie: What is there to say really? I obviously can tell you anything without worrying about your judgment or if you'll say something to someone. You know my deepest darkest secrets:) You always have an encouraging word, and sometimes blunt words. But all in all, you always help me and tell me like it is or how it should be. We used to not be close at all. We argued pretty much everytime we were together. But within the past few years we have gotten pretty close. I'm glad we did :)
Lisa: I wish things were different. I wish our family was complete without you being such an immature b*tch about everything. Its pretty ridiculous to be honest. A hot dog grill out really? You couldn't find a better reason to start an argument with mom???? And you haven't spoken to her since.. and you live a street over from us.. OVER A FREAKING GRILL OUT. I'm pretty bitter towards you to put it nicely. You tore our family apart, and from what I hear, its not the first time. Grr.. enough with you.

Day 5 - Your dreams
Dreams as in your future i'm guessing? .. I really can't wait til my future(dreams) become a reality. I can't wait to have my husband, my house, and kids. With Chloe running around everywhere too, of course ;) can't forget my baby girl!! I want a white siding house with a wrap around porch and a swing. With a cherry blossom tree and a willow tree in the yard. MINIMUM of two acres. I do not want a small yard. I want either Shizhuh or however you spell it. I want a tomato red kitchen with black cabinets and hardwood floors.. haha i'm not picky I swear ;) I want a little boy, my Conner Jackson. [I've had the name picked out for YEARS!] Not sure about other kids/names. I guess we'll see how the cards play out.

Day 6 - A stranger
Honestly, I don't know what to say?

k byeeeeeee :) <3 _ xoxoxo

Day 3 - My parents.

This could take a while so i'll make it short. I am so thankful for my parents. They have given me everything I could ask for.. not even materialistic things. They gave me LIFE. Without them, I might not be here today. They have raised me as I hope to one day raise my kids. Never thought I would say that, but they did everything right. I know right from wrong, even though at times I chose to do wrong. I can't imagine what things would be like had they not adopted me. Definitely not good i'm guessing. Well, not even a guess really.. its pretty much a guarantee. Love my parents XOXO

Day 2- My crush.

You are not just any crush. I had a CRUSH on you in the 8th grade, it is MUCH more than that now. You are pretty much the person I will spend the rest of my life with that I am completely, uncontrollably head over heels in love with. I can not wait until the day we both say I do. You are my world. That's basically all there is to say. William Cass Utley you make me complete :)

Day 1- My best friend.

What is a best friend? I'm not so sure. I have friends and people that I call 'best friends' but really, everyone ends up letting the other down in the end. Been there done that, a zillion times. But as of right now, and the past few years, Maggie has been my best friend. I love her to death! I tell her pretty much everything. She tells me pretty much everything. We aren't really like normal best friends. We don't have to be together every day and talk 247, we have a friendship that even if we haven't seen or talked in a few days or even a weeks, its still the same and we start off where we stopped last time. lol! She is a very caring and genuine person! I haven't met a single person like her. We are kind of alike. We both have tons of friends and we hang out with a lot of people but really we know how everyone is. We don't get too close. Anyways, I love her! Friends like her are few and far between :)

xoxo. tina.

you do it :)

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror